Haunting red madness seeped from my wrists
and rained on the ocean as I clenched my fists
so much of it continually poured into the sea
a neverending plague crawling out of me
the water smoked as red mixed with black
as I leaned forward then abruptly pulled back
my pathetic tears bounced off the glass
hitting me in the face, real hard and fast
my head feeling light, the water my friend
with my hands at my side I pressed forward again
I promised myself no more stupid mistakes
a heart like mine, only the devil makes
and suddenly I felt quite sorry for the sea
but still hoped somewhere it held a place for me
as I succumbed to the darkness swallowing my whole
I realized this way still held a painful toll
the creatures there down, their home in the black
my polluting evil that I can never give back
for I once took it in hand for a better life
but soon found that way held the blade of a knife
