It is 11:02 this night
that I sit with my legs crossed
I bite my lip until it bleeds
as I scribble in my journal...
There are many days when I do
not know what to say
and with each sunrise and sunset
I kneel and pray
"Lord, Please help me"
Inside my mind I fight demons
they twist and they turn
inside my mind
They have ripped me apart
and my emotions are fraying
and each day I live with
the same pain
The pain you can see on my face
The fear you can see in my tears
I am gaining nothing
from this pain
It is only destroying my pride
Inside my mind I fight demons
I am living on a prayer
in despair
I want to breath the air
and have someone who cares
I do not think it is fair
that my heart falls apart
When I stab my demons
their blood spills onto my hands
I am finally taking a stand
on my own
When this is over
I think I will go to be alone
Inside my mind I fight demons
they twist and they turn
inside my mind
They have ripped me apart
and my emotions a fraying
and each day I live with
the same pain
