We Sin, God Loves, Christ Came

Omg, lol, I also swore to myself I'd stay up all night if I had to just to make sure he didnt' get on while I was asleep. If that doesn't say something.....then I've just lost my luck for words. But, I don't want to seem obsessive, but all day for the past two days, he's been ALL i can think about....all I want and just everything i need. If he doesn't know that then all the time i've spent talking to him has gone to waste. I DID see a picture of him, and I honestly think he is drop dead gorgeous, sooooo hot.....he blew me away. lol! But his charm is absolutely remarkable...he wrote me a poem and I reread it all day wondering if any of the words he used if he meant them.....I hope so with all my heart because he's got soo many talents.

And...>I made him a deal....no self inflicted injuries, or I hurt myself....it's the only way I could appeal to him...I need him to be able to tell me everything like when he's hurting...and I swear I'll find out and I'll try to help. Please let him know how much I love him...could I please have his number again? ANd if you could watch out for him, I already know you do, but you can be there a lot more than I can, and just be THERE for him for me. Thank you!!!

~Sierra

Lol, I am perfectly aware that he was a girlfriend. I'm actually devastated by that, but I swear to god I'm in love with him. I can't really see his eyes, but I bet they're gorgeous. I do think I'm going to meet him, though, because my friend Corey and I are going to drive up on New Years when we're eighteen and I have been promised a kiss and I better get one, lol! He's so sweet, and he's my everything, and I am soooo stupid for not even telling you, LOL!!! I'm soooooo sorry if this came as like a shock to you like when your mouth hung open, lmao....but I do love him with all my heart and I'd die without him. I can't seem to get through to him tonight, I lost his number again, and he won't come on. I need to tell him tonight is my last night with internet before I go back to my boring stupid life. I'll miss him too much. *tear* I've been so upset all day while he's been gone...you see...last night...the whole girlfriend thing started to kick in....lol....I mean I already knew, but like it hit us both last night......and I started crying so hard, making myself sick,...and I accidently said something that sounded like a suicide threat...and the last thing I heard from him was him saying, "sierra....i'm so sorry...i'm so sorry." and i can NOT let him think that what happened was his fault at all.. Can you please tell him that for me? I'll miss you both sooooo much......I really will!!! Thank you, Carlee for everything!! Love you both so much!

~Sierra

great poem

Powerful and very well done, I liked it.

Great job, Car. Beautifully written and loved it.

hugs and love, Ann