I am the girl (part 1)

I am the girl
who cursed every day
and wondered why I
fell into life this way

I am the girl
who's deep in the ground
eating the worms
and dirt all around

I am the girl
who cursed every day
that the world was no more
than a game for God to play

I am the girl
who's deep in the ground
with a barren heart
and no soul found

I am the girl
who cursed every day
wondering when
the rope would pay

I am the girl
who's deep in the ground
with regrets in my head
that ignorantly pound

Oh heaven save me
this is not going well!
I am the girl
who's living in hell