Suicide

I hate my life i cant stand it any more.
Why cant it just end!
Thats what i will do I'll end it, today!
But what will i use there are many ways to do it.
Quick and painless or slow and painful.
I can use Pills which are slow and painless.
A gun, ahh yes, a gun on shot to the head and I'll be dead.
How about a knife oh yes, a knife!
Pain lots of pain oh how i love pain.
Just bring the cold long blade to my wrist and cut fast and hard.
Oh how it will hurt but fell so good.
I got to be dead before tomorrow look at the time its 11:50 PM.
The pills are out it'll take to long I don't want to start a new day if i cant finish it.
I am going to the gun safe, it is locked I don't know where the key is a knife is all i got.
five minutes left to say good bye.
11:59 It is time, I bring the knife to my wrist.
I start to think
why am i doing this.
The Clock stroke midnight
I got scared i slit my wrist
Death is mine my veins are dry.
** not a true story i was really depresed one day**