I wish I were dead, cuz then i would
not have to deal with this thing called life.
Oh how confusing it is.
i just want to end this every day misery
of trying over and over again to kill
myself but never fully succeeding.
I have tryed pills, knives and safety pins.
If only i can get my hands on a gun.
Oh that would do the trick quiet nicely.
Just one to the head and all this pain and suffering will be left behind.
But then again i want nothing to do with gun's.
So i am stuck here in my dark room
trying over and over again with the same three things.
To say good bye to this think called life.
Oh, how i wish i were dead.
