The Final Door

I lay in bed at night
With a knife by my side
I hold my pillow tight
Wishing the urge would just subside

My life can't get much worse
I'm not wanted here anymore
So if I only change my course
I could close the final door

My family always fights
And my friends are no longer more
My life really bites
So I should close the final door

I reach for the knife
I hold it in my hand
Tonight I'll take my life
And I'll leave this dreaded land

The knife pierces my heart
Alive no longer more
I did my final part
I closed the final door