The Scars Do Not Lie

All of these feelings
That I have never felt before
Thousands of thoughts
That I can’t handle anymore

So many tears
And unheard screams
So many cries for help
But there is no help it seems

Too much blood lost
Too many scars to count
Too much pain
Too much doubt

Mixed emotions
Can’t tell right from wrong
I have failed so many times
Trying to find where I belong

I can’t find the right words
To describe the way I feel
Like there’s an evil voice inside
That I cannot kill

The voice tells me the truth
That I don’t want to hear
Suicide is the answer
And the answer is clear

I have tried to kill the voice
Look at my wrist
The scars do not lie
I have tried to make the voice not exist

But the voice is winning now
The voice will not die
So I guess it’s my time
My time to fly

So goodbye dear world
Thanks for listening so well
These are the truths
That I never did tell