Rearrange

Trapped in a corner
Shaded by lies
There is way more than pain
Hiding behind these broken eyes

Nights sitting up wondering
How much more I can take
He tells me everyday
I was nothing more than a mistake

Why am I still living?
Relying on this knife
Knowing it's not working
Now nothing could spare this broken life

Yet everyday I walk around
Face plastered with a smile
No one can know
I'm living a life of denial

If only they realized
How I sit there and cry
Still wondering
Why I just don't die

No one understands me
I'm afraid nothing will ever change
So this awful life you gave to me
God I beg of you to rearrange

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