My Hell

Crying so quietly
Screaming so silently
Feeling so lost and alone
Heart is bleeding
Its happiness I’m seeking
Trying so hard to not let me soul roam
Head is spinning
Thoughts are twisting
Into a dark world with no light
Faithless to all
Cuttings wrong but it feels so right
Bruised and torn
From memories of my past
Praying to god
That this pain won’t last
Tried and weak
I know I can’t go on
They say life is short
But this pain has been lasting so long
Help is needed
To have my problems treated
But no one bothers to lift a hand
They see me smile
But read between the lines
Then you’ll understand
Tears are forming
As blood is pouring through my slits
I can’t take this anymore
I’ve taken one too many hits
I’ve been beaten senseless
And you wonder why my minds so restless
The bruises and cuts have left their mark
Not on my skin
But deep inside my heart
My mind is slipping
My blood is dripping
Soaking my bed room floor
Living a life with no love
Seems like a daily chore
Sick
And so very tired
Of a life that no one can parallel
And don’t bother making judgments
Until you’ve lived my hell

(please comment)