I'm sorry
this wasn't meant to happen
it was sole for me
it wasn't meant to hurt any one
i just tryed to feel better
by taking away my pain
i added to others
but i cant go on
this only adds to the weight
I'm sorry
i try to cover the marks
i cant cover them up
everybody now realizes
the extent of my problem
but its my problem
let me handle it
please don't try to help
you only make it worse
i cant stop the bleeding
and have run out of excuses
my family looks in shame
and my Friends in pain
the guys shy away
in fear
the girls look away
in disgust
i am isolated
by my own best friend
the physical pain
just isn't enough
i need more
to cover the mental pain
i am scaring myself
afraid to go too deep
but afraid not to
i cant let my mind
bare the pain
so i leave it to my body
