Still Can't Believe

I woke up in the middle of the night
and noticed my boy wasn't by my side

i began to fear and got off the bed
scary thoughts were running through my head

where was he? where did he go?
the questions to the answers were what i wanted to know

his clothes weren't on the floor, the car was gone
I'm began to think, what if something went wrong?

i fell asleep on the couch, thinking of him
maybe he was at the bar or at the gym...

the next morning i woke up alone
i began to stare at my phone

please ring, let him be OK
make him come back my way

nothing rang, nothing stirred
little did i know something tragic occurred

i turned on the TV and switched onto the news
hopefully it'll take my mind of my blues

suddenly pictures of my car appeared
smashed and broken, just like i had feared

"A young man driving died tragically today"
was what all i heard the woman say

my mind began to spin, my stomach felt ill
a car pulled onto my drive way, i watched on the window sill

two police men jumped out, their hats down
one of them was carrying a frown

i began to cry, and refused to believe
the news i was about to receive

"Sorry madam, your husband has died"
i fell to my knees and started to cry

he rammed into a tree, damaged his head
before the paramedics came, he was dead

the tears just wouldn't stop for days
why did everything have to turn out this way?

two years later, it was the day of your death
the day that you took your last breath

i still can't believe this day could be
i can't believe God took you away from me