~~True Tale~~

I want to scream...
I want to cry....
I want to die....

Trying too hard...
Killing myself...

Slitting my wrist...
Watching the blood flow..

I gave up on love and hope..
But I am no dope...
I don't care about my life...
I laid on my bed...
As I cry...

Just hoping to die..
I have no friends...
That care about me....
They are useless...

I write poems...
Every night...
Just before i turn out the light...
To calm my nerves...
To settle my soul...

I slit my wrist...
Over the sink...
To watch the blood mix with water...
I let the blade fall to the ground...
I lean against the wall...

I fall .....
I fall into the darkness...
I fall to the floor...
Wishing
Hoping to die...

I tell you the tale of my life...
The true tale...
I just want to die...