Never Say Good Bye (re-posted)

A little girl hides under her bed
as her older sister presses the gun against her head
as the sound of the shot fills the house

the little girl starts praying as hard as she can, not knowing its to late for that.

as their mother runs into the room
her eyes turn into water falls of pain
as she sees her oldest child lying there dead.

why o why did she chose to die
the little girl knows why
she blames it on herself
she wishes she had never asked her sister to play hid and seek with her.

maybe if she hadn't bug her as much
this wouldn't have happened
but now it's to late

the day of the funeral
the little girl sits in the back row of the funeral home,she watches everyone cry their tears of pain
she doesn't know why they are crying when she is to blame.

about a week had past and everyone was still trying to heal, it was about midnight one night as a bad dream woke the little girl she got out of bed
and walked over to their front door.

before she knew it she found herself opening the door and running as fast as she could down the sidewalk.she was on her way to her sister's grave to say her final goodbyes.

to say sorry for everything
and tell her sister how much she loved her, because she really did

slowing down for just a moment to catch her breath,a drunk driver ran right into her.
she awoke that night to find herself in her sister's arms.

so I leave you with this never say good bye because you never know when you'll say hello again.

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I re-posted this poem, because it's one of my favorites, and it means a lot to me, makes me think about what would happen if I killed myself....I hope it makes you think too