MiXED FEELiNGS

WHAT IS THIS PAIN
THAT I AM FEELING
IT HURTS SO BAD
SOMETIMES I END UP CRYING

ON THE OUTSIDE
I MIGHT SEEM HAPPY
BUT THERES ALSO DEPRESSION
MIXED INSIDE OF ME

ALL THIS PRESSURE
FROM PROBLEMS INSIDE AND OUT
SO MUCH TO DO
I JUST WANT TO SHOUT

ONE THING IS MY SOCIAL LIFE
BECAUSE BOYS,GIRLS,AND FROM FROM SCHOOL
ITS HARD ENOUGH LEARNING TO GET SMART
AND HARD JUST TO KEEP COOL

THEY SAY KIDS ARE THE FUTURE
SO WE NEED A GOOD CAREER
SOMETIMES THE DOG DAYS GO BY SO FAST
I FEAR THAT TIME IS COMING SO NEAR

THERES ALSO THE CONFLICT
OF MY EMOTIONS
LIKE MY FEELINGS
TOWARD A CERTAIN SOMEONE

IN ADDITION THERES MY FAMILY
THERES SO MUCH GOING ON ITS A COMPLICATION
BUT MAINLY
DA SAD PART WITH EACHOTHER IS OUR COMMUNICATION

LOOKING BACK
AT THE TONS OF ISSUES
SOMETIMES I WISH
I COULD BE WALKING IN SOMEONE ELSES SHOES