To heven I go

Every day
when I sit alone
I start to think
about cutting my small gut

In any way
all by my own
even when I don't think
I begin to cut

first comes a line
right over my heart
Oh Yes, I am sure you know whats next
I want to rip my heart
oh so far apart

I want to bleed
and feel the pain
He He maybe this is a game
even if you plead

I will still want to die
if you cry
thats going to make want to try

all this time
I thought you were mine
I guess I was wrong
now that you are gone

So please leave me be
so I may die
I really do hope you cry
I surely will see
Because i am up above
and with out your love

when you cry
I'll make it rain
and I hope you feel my pain
the clouds will be dark
knowing that we are so far apart