Meant To Be

She slowly locks the door
As she doesn't want to be heard
She doesn't want to be found
Her words are now slurred

She's praying to God
To take her away
Heaven or hell
It's meant to be this way

Her sobs are muffled
She has grown scared
She can turn back now
But she is now prepared

She picks up the knife
Lays the blade against her wrist
One deep slice
Could fulfill her wish

She pushes down upon the knife
As hard as she can
The cut growing deeper
Until she can no longer stand

The cut is to deep
It will never heal
The blood is draining fast
As she begins to feel

Feel numb of any pain
That she has felt from the past
She is in control
She no longer has the will to last

Her room is growing dark
Its turned pitch black
She takes her last breathe
There's no looking back

She died that night
Feeling all alone
She had no one to hold her
Her pain had grown

She lived a lie all her life
With no one to care
Helping herself
To a black world of despair.