Stuck

I'm stuck with you,
I can't get away.
All the lies you started,
Everything you say.

For some stupid reason,
I believe it all.
Yet you're bringing me down,
And watching me fall.

No one could get to me,
I let me guard down for you.
I thought we had trust.
I thought I knew.

But all you did,
Was prove me wrong.
I knew I shouldn't trust you,
I knew it all along.

Yet you hit some secret,
Deep down inside.
You filled all my needs,
And gave me pride.

There is one little catch.
You control everything,
With every motion, every thought,
Pain is all you bring.

If you are sad,
Then I am too.
Whatever you want,
I am for you.

I can be your sex toy,
I can be your slave.
I can even die for you,
Still alive in the grave.

I have dedication,
And sometimes so do you.
I am fully committed,
I wish you were too.

Many times you say you are,
But that is just a lie.
Because if you were,
You wouldn't make me cry.

Crying is just half of it,
There is more to what you do.
You make it all so complicated.
And hard to live through.

But somehow,
You have one a place in my heart.
I love you very much.
Hows that for a start?