TIME

You sat with me through it all my love, my loving husband. you at with me through all this pain, and u still thought i was beautiful went i thought i wasn't, I'm lying in the hospital bad and Ur right next me as you always r and will be. baby know this, isn't Ur felt. nor is mine its no ones. its just fate. and fate is curl but I'm not I'm not leave you for ever i always be in Ur heart and in our daughter and son look after them. I'm not giving up no not yet theres still hope that ill make it throw, the Dr's say I'm doing well. but theres a small chance i want make it. as the next day approaches, i turn to you and look it to Ur eyes and I'm sorry it did not work I'm dying, i love you more then anything and i don't you to suffer. i now you will always love me and no one will ever take my place, but if you can i want you to marry again i want you and the kids to happy. i hug you , you hug i kiss you you kiss me and then i do the same with the my kids. in the end i did not win my fight ....

in the end could not beat my cancer.