I am doing the best ( side 2 )

I AM DOING THE BEST.. ( side 2)

I am doing the best I can’t to
Open my eyes but I keep
Them shut because all the
People I ever know always
Seem to hide them self’s and
It’s like I am blind not able
To tell

I am doing the best I can to
Open my heart to you but
My heart you will never know
The reason are I’ve been hurt to
Many time by people who say
They care say they will always
Be there but in the end it only me
Who is ever truly there

I am doing the best I can to
Live this life through but I am
So ready to leave and go,
And why that’s easy for me to
Say I have no one there my life
Is empty nothing is true, it’s not
Real I am alone and who wants
To feel that pain

I am doing the best I can to
Show you my soul but
That’s something you will
Never see, because it’s not there
It’s gone afar, black and blue it was
But now it’s gone no where to be
seen

I am doing the best I can to
Hide my tears behind my
Eyes The tears you see
there just a bunch Of lies
cuz when I am crying it’s
all because of the selfish
friends who always lie

I am doing the best I can to
Hide my self from everything
Because I am sick of being hurt
Broken in half, sick of feeling pain
And like I am ready to die.
What the hell I am only 16

I am just doing the best I can
And that doesn’t please you,
and it makes me sad because
the only thing I ever wanted was
for you to love me.

~Ashleigh~

I am not even sure where I got the idea I just started to write I hope you like, if you comment I be sure to do the same