Eating Disorder(Anorexia/Bulimia) (Start to Recovery)

by Giani   Jul 5, 2005


Today was the first day that I actually saw my eating disorder.

It was extremely terrifying, but I know that it will help in the end.

Today I told my mom about the thought of rehab. I was so afraid, to do that because she has always told me that if i had an eating disorder she would go back to drinking again.

I felt that if I told her the truth she would be extremely hurt, disappointed, and angry. These would be all the reasons for her to go back to drinking.

I could not feel like it was my fault she drank so i waited until now to tell her.

But you know what it was the best thing I ever did. Now I am going to get help and try to get over this eating disorder.

I am not ready to die, because I have so much to live for.

*please comment/vote it would mean a lot to me.**

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  • 15 years ago

    by loving my kids tessa and savannah

    Good work

  • 18 years ago

    by {Miss} [A][L][L][I][S][O][N]

    Hey girl...I've been there and I know it's hard, but you won't regret getting help. It may take a while and to be honest it never COMPLETELY goes away, but you can definitely go back to living a normal life again. I know what it's like to have parents be anrgy/sad/disapointed because of it.

    As for your poem, I think in some places it could be a little more poetic, but over all it's good.

    Best of luck and stay strong-
    Allison

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