Alone

I lay there alone
can't fine my smile
it's no where to be found
the chains that hold me down
are my only friends
deppresion rapes me
guilt beats me
leaving bruises
it's my fault
i don't belong
my head fills with thoughts so terrifying slowly drugging me
the chains begin to get tighter
so tight i begin to bleed
my heart ready to burst open my chest
tears drowning me
un able to breathe
i just watch as the red eats away at the blue
i see the face of satan himself
i try to scream
the water fills my lungs
one last bubble escapes my body