Please help

Can someone find me
I don't know who i am
What i'm really like
I'm lost
Please find me
It's taking me over
I can't find myself
I need your help
No one really knows me
I don't really know me
Tears drowing me
Find me before it's too late
My body filled with rage
Something inside me wants out
Feels like death is just around the corner
A pink velvet robe
Dripping with black oil
A dark road
Filled with evil
Touch a white flower
It rots
No one hears my real voice
My loud screams
My nails digging at my skin
Can you see my red eyes?
Cries for help?
Can you find the truth?
Do you rally understand?
I know there's something waiting
Wanting me to give in
Why do I cry every night
Why do I lose my voice
I don't undertsand
please help me