The razors kiss

Crying loud but make no sound
staring at the gift I've found

wishing it could help escape
but the promises i made are too great

but feeling trapped in a dark abbyss
waiting for the razors kiss

my wrist is pounding it calls to me
my vows and swears all fall to me

remebering my lasting words
thinking of ways to escape this hurt

I can't do it like i used to
But by now I'm too immune

Many say it was jsut a phase
But what i did is not a game

I'm feeling trapped inside of this
help me find my razors kiss