Each and everyday

I know its long but please read all of it and let me know if u like it or not i personally love this poem. And as u read u will figure out its another one for drew. Please rate and comment
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I can't fool my heart
I love u so freakin much
I want u to hold me
I wanna feel Ur touch

U are everywhere i look
I can’t get u out of my mind
The love i have for u
I just can’t leave behind

At night i cry
Because i let u go
And how much it hurts
To u holding her i wish u could know

Her love
Isn’t even true
But my love
Is true only for u

U are my life
My truest love
U are the one i want
The one i dream of

To my heart
Some how u found a way
And in my heart
Now u will forever stay

No matter how hard i try
U i can't forget
To move on
Would fill me with regret

In u i found love
But to u i was just another girl
Barely living, miserable
With such a messed up world

Yet to my heart
U still found a way
And no matter what
That’s where u will forever stay

I love u
Never have i been so sure
But u broke my heart
For the that there is no cure

So i sit here
Thinking of u and writing this
As i begin to wonder
Is it ever me u miss

Do u miss me like i miss u?
Do u miss holding me?
Do u even think of us?
And how we use to be

I can't get u off my mind
And i can’t get u out of my heart
U i have loved
Right from the start

I die more
Each and everyday
With out Ur hand to hold
"I love u" u would say

But now my heart
Is torn in two
My life is broken
With out u

"U can do better"
They all say
But i don’t want better
I want him here to stay

He is in my heart
He is all i think of
No matter what he does?
It is him i still love

What if he wants her?
Instead of me
Then i guess
Just set me free

If it’s her u want
Then leave my mind
Set me free
And just leave me behind

U have torn my heart
And taken my soul
Never again
Will i ever be whole?

There is a part of me
U will always have control of
I guess it’s because
U were my first true love

I’ll never forget u
Even when u forget me
I just can
Cause u won’t let me free

Each and everyday
A piece of me fades away
Like my "smile" and "happiness"
It’s gonna like u but soon hopefully will return one day

I don’t know what to do
Without u by my side
So I’ll just give up
Run and hide

I use to be
So strong
But now u have had my heart
For way way to long

I never did
Get over u
I just tried to forget
All that we went through

But i just can't
Get over u
No matter how hard i try
No matter what i do

Maybe for me it's impossible
But i just can not
The pain u bring me
Is like a shot

Long and lasting
But when it finally fades
It is worth it
And the screams that were made

All seem so silly
But u know it will happen again
And u will scream
From the pain that u gain

I just don’t get it
I just don’t understand
I need to get over u
This to my heart i now command

The pain i feel
Is just to much
I start to cry
When i see now it’s her u touch

A little but of me
Everyday dies
You say u still love me
But now i think they are just lies

U wonder why
This like i can’t take
Well look around
Everyone is so fake

No one
Is who they really are
Everyday the real u
Travels so far

Last night i sat outside
And saw a shooting star
And i wished
The best wish for me by far

I wished to be loved by him
By the one i love
The one that now i sit
And think and write of

So hope they don’t get made
For what I’m about to say
Hope she doesn’t mind but
I love u more with each and everyday