I hate myself!!!!!

I hate myself!
just like everyone else does
thats why i hurt myself
I'm just the girl that nobody loves

I'm ugly, and depressed
and broken inside
i cant stand being me
but i cant run from myself and hide

my body is a prison cell
and i am locked inside
sometimes i feel that
in that prison cell, i have died.

i hate myself so much!!!!
the way i look the way i feel
i wish i was someone else
someone who feels real!

someone who is happy
someone who has fun!
someone who loves life
who wishes not for a gun

will i ever be that person?
definitely not!
ill never be pretty, or happy
ill never be the girl who the guys think is hot

~please comment~