Hidden Tears

Yeah I am a happy girl
well to you I am

I hate lieing to you
I wish you could see

My God all I do is cry when i am alone
I hate my self I want to die

No one sees the hurt I feel
I dont want them to

I cant give in to them
They want to see me cry

All my friends think I am fine
That the cuts on my arm was from the cat

Please forgive me for every lie
I will never tell you i want to die

( Please comment on this Poem it isnt the best but I try to express how I feel Inside this is me )