I\'m So Sorry

by Just Sierra   Jul 7, 2005


A tear falls down on the window
Another raindrop on my face
I don’t know what it is I need
But I want to get out of this place

The words I say are choking me
They turn right back around.
I try to take back what I’ve done,
But suddenly I can’t make a sound.

So, hear me out, while I can talk
Because I don’t know how long this’ll last
I feel the need to apologize
For everything in my past.

I’m sorry if I’ve hurt you
Or said something that may sting
I didn’t mean what I said,
I don’t mean a single thing.

Savannah, you’re not a bad sister
Please, I can’t stress it enough.
It’s just at times I hate myself so much,
And sometimes you make it rough.

You never helped me breath
When I was gasping at a loss for words.
I’m not attention seeking,
You just don’t know how bad it hurts.

Daddy lives so far away,
And somehow everything’s my fault
I try to take it slow,
But I can’t bring it to a halt.

Everyone stop turning to me
For I’m telling you right now,
I wish I could take back it all
Or fix it all somehow….

But the burdens go so far back
That the only way, I fear,
Is to destroy what hurt you most,
And to take my leave from here.

Zac, this one goes out to you
I know I hurt you so much.
I got so carried away at times,
At the simple thought of your touch.

I needed someone so badly
To pour on some of my pain.
And now I come to find,
That it only drove me that much more insane.

My blood is my apology
If my words should fail,
Please forgive me for the pain I’ve caused.
These tears turn my face stale.

And if it’ll make you happier,
I’ll call you sir or ma’am
I’ll get down on my knees and beg,
That you’ll still love me for who I am.

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  • 18 years ago

    by AngelsNana

    Is it ok if you Nana still loves you a whole bunch. I hope so and I do you because you are so special to me. Don' ever forget it. Love Nana

  • 18 years ago

    by Andrea

    amazing! the first two lines are just brilliant! i love the way you have written this poem. great work!

    5.5

    love & hugs & smiles =)

  • 18 years ago

    by Just Sierra

    Lol, I do love you, you precious thing, you! lol!!!! I would do the same for you, you know it! lol! ANd I even talked to you but I risked being yelled at by my best friend just to talk to you, remember? lol! Yay Meatball Hoagies!! Woot wooot!! lol!!!!

    But God you're awsome!! lol!! Congrats on the award stuff, lol! But I must have sounded like such a Biatch on the phone because I was like, 'you sound so god damn cheerful." lol!!! You did....you were like peppy and stuff and it was late here and I was sleepy, lol! So-my apologies...you trickster!! lol!!

    Thank you, though!!!

    I love you, my Rhubarb!!

    ~Sierra

    __meatball hoagie#2___

  • 18 years ago

    by Carlee Ann

    Me, Sierra? Me a little liar? *Smiles sweetly*

    Lol, just kidding. I am quite the actress... I have even won a city award! Twice! And I'm not even joking!

    You know you love me, lol. I love sticking up for you and I know you'd do the same for me!

    You rock my sox, chica~

    *~*Rhubarb*~*

  • 18 years ago

    by The Flame Within

    i Love you Sierra, i Love you so much, for who you are, thats all i know, is who you are, and i Love all of it, all that you have showed me, i Love you babe, plz be safe, i need to leave more comments, sorry i havent be on much. this poem is beautiful in a unique way, its very emotinoal and touching and strong. very nicely written. i Love you. i hope your ok, ill try to keep in touch more ok. i Love, try to keep in touch with me ok. never forget me plz. i Love you. ill try to be on more. ok. im never going to forget you. i Love you, you have always helped me, thank you so much for being so good to me. i Love you. im not sure what else to say...i Love you

    Nick

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