Another poem

I hurt like never before, though my words may seem thoughtless, emotionless and careless, I need you to appreciate that I'm telling you this.

For it's been a long time, Ive felt out of my mind and now it has come to the time where i have just about given up.
To write a poem, to make a scar or even for the guy across the road i took off my bra. I did this to feel good, i did this to feel wanted. But i still hurt, and while thats a word that may have no effect on you, i still wee and i still Pooh why cant i just feel happy like you!

but truth is everyone has something they aren't proud of, something that hurts them...we're not all happy.i just wanted to write a poem, not that it had to rhyme just a bunch of emotion, but i was scared because words may mean nothing to you. I just feel weak because Ive chose to let it all go!

This is like really bad, but i don't feel that there are words strong and meaningful enough to express how someone feels. It may not make sense and it may not rhyme but either does the bullshit going on in my mind!