The Game That Was Played

O my God...you will never believe..
if i tell you what you did to me..
you made me happy, then sad..
and all you said was my bad..
don't you realize..
don't you see..
how you really screw with me..
but in the end were you just playing me..?
don't tell me your sorry..
don't say you'll change..
cause see babe i know it's not true..
you said that last time..
and as you see..
I'm still in the same shoes as i was before..
so when i look at you and just walk away..
its not cause i hate you..
I'm just tired of being played..
you need to grow up..
and act your age..
maybe then ill look your way..
but see hunn i know you never will..
and thats why I'm slowly letting go..
whats the use of holding on..
to something you told me is way past gone,,
i cant live in the past..
until you decide you want me back..
as good as it sounds..
and as much as i want it..
i just cant be your fool again..
don't you think people will look and laugh..
you hurt me twice..
and what, going back..?
sorry just cant do that..
i did it before..
in the hopes that you changed..
but of course it was all just a game..
well its done and over..
you won, i sure hope you had fun..
now whats with this..?
you say you still love me..
i think your confused and all screwed up..
you don't hurt someone you love..
like you did me..
you say you had a lot going on..
and you made a mistake..
well so did i..
i made a mistake, for ever believing you..
I'm sorry if you really do..
cause honestly i love you too..
but for the last time I'm really through..
so as you see..
I'm really done..
I'm walking away..
and i sure hope you had your fun.

...Please comment, it would mean so much to me..i know its long but i had to get my feelings out. Let me know what you think.
Thank You*