Why are you like that?

Why do you ignore me?
when all I want is to know you're there
I tried being the best girlfriend ever
nothing changed you still don't care
you used to swear you really loved me
you said no bullshit or no lie
telling me so many beautiful things
making me feel so weird inside
then we started having problems
as all relationships usually do
who knew with a slip or a few words
that I'd end up losing you
thinking that it was all my fault
made my heart break inside
depression took over
it was my new state of mind
then you wanted me back
claimed you missed me so much
pretending you cared again
messing me all up
but all you did was play games with me
I was a toy from the start
you never really liked me
just liked playing with my heart
written for Abel Zamora...yet again
love,
Kittie