*I would really appreciate more votes and comments (hardly anyone votes, although I have good ratings)
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Rachel was my guardian angel
The one day she died.
Leaving me alone
Ending herself with a knife.
The pain in me I tried to fight,
but there was no use
because Rachel already died.
For a few weeks all I did was cry.
That image of her running through my mind.
No one understood
what I was going through.
Or has everyone had a friend commit suicide?
Rachel left my side March 15, 2005.
It still hurts so much I’d rather die.
My death I begin to plan,
so I can join in her
up in the sky.
One night........
just wait and see Rachel died and soon it’ll be me.
She still watches over us, I know she misses me just as much.
I wait for that black morning when my life is over,
so I can see her flawless face .
and for the first time have an honest smile.
No longer am I a little child,
I’m a teen fighting through heartbreaks,
and everyone in this world who’s fake.
My voice resounding laughter,
inside feeling hurt.
Death is what all of this will lead to.
One night......
it won’t be Rachel lying in coffin, it will be me.
Then everyone will see all they put me through.
And to escape it what I had to do.
