The Good Girl

The good girl who does well in school,
never goes to parties-never breaks the rules,
to busy planning for her life later on,
to enjoy the years that will soon be gone,
thats not the girl I want to be,
my wild side is craving to be set free,
I don't want to miss out on the parties and the fun,
but I want my good grades when the partying is done,
if I start slacking, my grades won't be so great,
but if I wait too long to party, it will be too late,
so confused and split in two,
I'm sick of being unsure what to do,
so I sit here, typing away what I feel,
trying desperately to make it seem real.