Butterflies and Bullies ©

by xxamberxx   Jul 11, 2005


The light is getting darker,
Slowly the day begins to end
But the scars left upon her heart
Are something that will never mend

Looking back upon her day
She feels the urgue to cry
But she hides behind her smile
And keeps all her feelings deep inside

She knows how worthless that she is
Or at least that's what she thinks
But people are all different
Another second passes as she slowly blinks

Always quiet all alone
Walking hood up,head down
She can't remember the last time
That she truely smiled instead of frowned

Another morning then begins
As her mother wakes her up for school
Pile on the make up
And hides behind her hood, her only tool

The day, the same as any other
People horrible and mean
15 years she'll be tomorrow
But she turned to self harm at just 13

Giving up the fight
Not choosing to answer back
Or being really brave?
Study all the facts

Parents really need to learn
Just how to read between the lines
She's crying out for help
She wants her life to be just fine

But yes she did give in
Some may say that she lost the fight
No one wants to be a loser
But why should she have to defend her rights?

Her parents found her in her room
With a note that had fallen from her hand
And a picture, a family portrait
That she had taken from it's stand

" Dear family
There are no words,
No words for what I've felt
I was playing a game of cards of life
And death is what I was dealt.

But now that I am happy,
You see I'm here all the time
But now I get to live life my way
And believe me I'll be just fine.

You see that body laying on the floor
Was really just my shell
And please Mum and Dad forgive me
If I've put you both through hell.

But life does not belong to any of us
Because really It's just something that we borrow,
One day our life is taken
One day could be your tomorrow

So I will not say good bye
Because I'll be right here up in my room
You may not be able to see me
But I promise from here I shall not move.

I love you all and always will"

So before you want to judge people
And make all your mates laugh
Think about peoples feelings
Follow their yellow brick f u c k i n g path

Because of all the bullying
People are dying everyday
And if you really think about it
People that bully are murderers to this day

You see bullies may think its funny
But your killing an innocent soul
Butterflies and Bullies
The stories still untold

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  • 16 years ago

    by xxamberxx

    Thnku tht really does mean alot xx

  • 18 years ago

    by robyn

    wow i cant believe that nobody has commented on that yet, oh my that was the most amazing thing i've read on this site in the longest time, that is true talent and its also very very true, i think that if that story was about how you feel, if you think you arent here for a reason, make something of that talent honey, please you can go places with that, you are truly amazing