I Know This Hurts, It Was Meant To

Spare me the renditions,
I'm not here for filthy words,
And don't look at me that way,
You'll only make it worse.
"You're a deeper shade of desperate"
Well I heard all that before.
Suppose that shoe fit once,
But it don't fit no more.
I'm tired of your inflamed ego,
We'll paint in black and white,
Don't force those smiles for me,
The truth's in full view colour.
You can't sedate this hatred,
So explain what you're waiting for?
Procrastinations and hesitations,
Your exit's overdue.
The definition's pretty simple.
This time I get to choose.
If I had half a heart I'd forgive.
But I'm satisfied watching you lose.
Can't sugar coat my bitter life,
Enjoy the taste of lost respect,
Lies are your excuse for selfishness,
There's not much more to expect.
And I'm tired of that dead smile,
We'll paint in black and white,
You're forcing lies for sympathy,
But the truth's in full view colour.
You can't sedate this hatred,
So explain what you're waiting for?
Procrastinations and hesitations,
Your exit's overdue.
And I'm done with filthy words.

.[. I Have No Clue What This Is .].