Help?

I want to scream,
I want to cry,
Everything is wrong,
I want to die.

Am i depressed?
Or just upset?
Will inner pain,
Lead to my death?

Someone help,
Or tell me true.
Things I go through,
Happen to you?

Suicidal relative?
Raped best friend?
Hate yourself?
Consider your end?

Please tell me true,
Please tell me yours.
Are you the same,
Are these just flaws.

Or am I unlucky,
Is it just me.
Is this the beginning,
Help me see.

Hi anyone that can help or at least try I'd be so grateful. Counsellings isn't my thing, but I'm open to anyone that can help. thank you