Have i fallen for the one person i can not have.
Who makes me feel wanted only when he wants a feeling in return.
That feeling is pleasure
And as much as i no I'm not the only one
And as much as i no that i mean nothing but an easy relief
I don't think any worse of him
Because he is my friends and i care
And so i will continue to let myself be used
In hope one day he might just feel for me
The way i feel for him.
