I wish i could die

I wish i could die
for someone to take my life
i wish i could fly
and leave behind all my strife

dreaming of nothing else
for my life to be swell
i wish i was dead
and for my parents to be aswell

so what should i do
maybe just slit my wrists
or maybe hang by a rope
but write my suicide lists

but i dont really want to leave
and leave all my friends
because i just know
my death would drive them round the bend