She's Sure

Watch the blood
Fall to the floor
It's dripping fast
But she wants more

The blade catches the light
And shines in her eyes
She falls to the floor
As she lays her head back and just cries

The pain feels numb
But a scar she has made
It will be there for the rest of her life
No matter how much it fades

She wonders what she's done
And why she hurts
She's only falling deeper
She needs to know what she's worth

Does her family love her?
Would they cry?
Would they sit by her side?
Or would they run and hide?

Would they pray for her life
If she ever got hurt?
Would they try to make her pain fade?
God what is she worth?

She feels worthless to her family
And in everyone's eyes
She's made to many mistakes
She's ready for the goodbye's

She's lost the love of her family
And don't forget God
Even though they say they love her
She always sits there looking odd

She can see that she causes them pain
She only thought about herself
She never knew how much she hurt them
She never cared about anyone else

Now she's sure
That she has to go
She's caused to many problems
This is what she has chose

One last Time
She grabs the blade
Pushes as hard as she can
This time it's her family's turn to be saved.