Wish I was good enough for you..

These tears keep flowing down my face
Your words tore in my heart
These thoughts are twisting in my head
I start to fall apart

I gasp for breath
I'm suffocating
down on my knees
i fall
I tried to hide
behind this mask
Not fooling you at all

Now all my feelings
pour out like blood
From many nights before
Desire running
Through my veins
To be something much more

Than a lonely girl
Trapped inside
Surronded by my past
Perhaps someday
To you i will
Be beautiful at last...