Beyond broken

I'm sorry for being who i am,
I'm sorry for being me.
But now I'm locking down myself,
no longer to wander free.

The Unintentional pain i have caused,
For just being alive.
I thought that i was strong enough,
To carry on and survive.

But no longer do i have your help,
that used to keep me pure.
Fallen, Broken, crushed inside,
feeling insecure.

Now this is me,
a shattered soul.
Torn apart,
No longer whole.

Trying to pick up all the pieces,
and gain a fresh new start.
But when i do they don't stick,
and slowly fall apart.

I hope you all like me now,
to weak to hide my pain.
trying hard not to break down,
but trying all in vain.

All of you who thought i was strong,
whisper and wonder how.
well congrats you saw me break,
I'm far beyond broken now.

~*can you comment and tell me how to make this one better*~