The anger pain saddness

She chucked me out just coz i had a bit of teen attitude
she chucked me out
coz she said that i would rewen her marriage,
she threw me out
i sat on a park bench,
waiting shaking bleeding cutting
hurting hating loving admiring
they came to pick me up,
because i sat there
see these people do really care

they got a text from her saying she has packed all my stuff and she doesn't want to see me again,
my stuff was in the poring rain, in there back garden
and there did it stay for ever and all ways
alone with the love i never had
from my family
which i now posses because of Beverley

this poem is dedicated to my mates mum because she took me in at the darkest of time 4 me that is and now i am better i have stopped cutting and hurting bleeding and hating