I lost the meaning of life..
I lost the friends i used to know so well..
even if there still there..
i dont see it..
its hard to believe that one day i had life just the way i wanted it..
but i lost it over night...
I try to hide all my feelings
with a smile but running is making it worse..
i may be young but i feel like life is over for me..
i feel like i was a mistake being born that i was just a joke..
just waiting till everything will clear up soon..
and untill then i'll be here loosing hope..