My lost friend

I once had a friend
who will always be
she was so kind
and she trusted me
she was a reason why i loved my life
she was my best friend
For all of my life
she cared for me i cared for her
Then she told me news i couldn't bare
She was suicidal thats what she said
All she ever wanted to be was dead
I begged and plead for her to stop
Then me and her mostly cried a lot
I tried my best to stop her from this
But there was always a soft spot i
always missed
The next day came
It was a day i wouldn't forget
We were talking on the phone
About the first time we met
She seemed so happy i seemed so sad
Then she said theres no reason to get all mad
All i said was just dont do it
Then thats when the sadness in my life started
It felt like my heart had just been darted
She thought of herself but not other people When she said those words my heart sank like a dimple
She said that she hated everything including me
Then i wished life would be the way it use to be
i couldn't believe those words that she said
But before i could ask her she was already dead
She died caused by suicide
I was so sad
I didn't have no one there by my side
Her mother gave me a letter
That said many things but only one line made me feel better
In that letter it said it was for me
It said that she loved me
And thats the way it will always be
But i was still sad
For i lost my best friend, she lied to me, and she made me cry
But i still will always be by her side
And of course till the end of my life...