Better way

The tears falling
and you don't seem to know where to pick them up
occasionally you want to scream
your fed up to the point where you cry your self to sleep at night
The pain you put your self through
The pain I endure upon me
It fells like you are walking through the front door
Heart breaking and mind shaking felling like you can't do it anymore
unusual feeling that hurt you more and more
why is it even when I'm happy you make my days bad
sadness it is the worse feeling ever had
Feeling like the world has left you for ever
But what can you do but put a smile on your face and pray
Knowing that someday or another it will be a better day
For some reason God has brought me this way
and he says if it don't kill me it's only to show me a better way