My note of suicide.

~x~its long but please read to the end! and it would mean so much to me if you comment.~x~

I'm sorry i have to leave
but i cant take it anymore
i am so depressed and torn
my heart is so very sore

I'm going to slit my wrists
and you'll find me when I'm dead
you will read the note i hold in my hand
and this is what it says:

'my dear best friend Emma,
i love you so very much
i will always be with you in your heart
i will never leave you ill always be in touch

and daddy, it wasn't you
please try to understand
i love you so much but i was broken
and the pain i could not stand.

hey mum, i love you too
and I'm so sorry to do this
it wasn't your fault that i wanted to live with dad
i want you to know that you, i always missed

hey little Molli-rose
i really did love you
remember me, your older sister
but now your an older sister too

and gorgeous little willow
i loved you little sis.
but i wanted to see you grow up
at least your too young to remember this.

and my older brother Josh
you may have abused me
but still deep inside, i loved you
you just didn't see.

i was in too much pain
thats why i had to leave you all
but you will be happier without me
i was slipping and this is the day that i fall.'

i finished writing my tear stained note
and with my shaking hand, took a knife
i took a deep breath, slit my wrist so very deep
and at that moment ended my life.

dropped to the floor, in a pool of blood
with the blood stained knife by my side
and in my hand i held so tight,
my note of suicide.