You don't see

Yeah to you I may be perfect
Yeah I may have million dollar smile
Yeah to you I may have it all

You don't see me
When I get home everyday
You don't know how much I hurt

Damn how many of you stayed at my house
I don't have a cat
I cut my arms to feel in control

I am hurt
but you don't see
you don't look in my eyes
To see the tears

You tell me all the time
I want to be you
no you don't

When people arent around
i cut my self
I hide under the covers and scream

I scream for help
I scream to die
I just scream

But you dont see
What I don't let you
YOU DON'T SEE