A Stormy night:you killed me good

I walk this small earth
as a token of death
i raise my right hand
swear not to lye to myself once again
but i do and now I'm dead
my heart is pouring with evil
and my soul is filling with nothing
I'm left out in the cold
with nothing left of myself
they took me away
to a place only god knows where
as the rain pours across my face
and the mud begins to rise
my loneliness is finally risen
i know I'm here all alone
they don't know who i really am
i don't know who i am
so i leave myself
out in the cold
the river flowing past me
in a speed so fast
the ground around it
starts to diminish
and the thoughts are left behind
the memories of what we had
the dreams i had
the morals and the support
gone they left me
my hair soaking from the rain
the tears i shall cry
the earth knows what I'm feeling
but i don't and no one else does
this numb feeling
remains for hours
no one knowing where i am
or how i got there
i don't tell
i want them to pay
for what they don't know
they killed me
threw me around
thought i wouldn't mind
lies to me
called me their friend
but they're not
and they never will be