** please comment cause i know that this isn't good at all this is just how i feel cause this just happened two days ago and i cant think straight so sorry it's bad**
You said you loved me. You said that i was the only one. You said you will be there by my side. Why did you lie?When you said it was over, i died inside. You made me feel so special and in one second you made me feel empty. As i sat there having tears stream down my face, taking this razor blade across my wrist i thought to my self over and over again "I'm worthless". You said you never hurt me and you lied. I gave up everything to be with you. I went through hell because of you and this is how you thank me, by ripping out my heart. Now that your gone i don't know what to do. I feel so empty. I feel so lonely. I wish you could understand why i feel the way i do so you would see what i have to put through every single day of my life with my father but i bet if you did you wouldn't treat me like a f**kin dog. I look up at the stars at night and ask god why do you make me go through this pain? I know that you said you loved me but why didn't you really mean it? I thought you loved me but i was wrong to think you did.
