Unhappy

I'm unhappy when I'm with you
I'm unhappy when I'm without
And when I vision my future
My whole body gets drained with doubt

I've never ever been like that
I've always worked for more
You have changed the person, who I am
Thats why I'm so sad for

I need some time to find myself
Fix all my sh-t, & get it straight
You did it to me so don't complain
You're controlling a-s will wait

You have no choice, I need this time
I'll fu-k-n go off if I don't
I'm preying you'll change the way you love
But I know deep down you won't

I'm so confused, so what to do?
CZ in your arms I feel so lost
I always give more than I get
Then in the end, it's at my cost